my moms a fucking cunt. she wants to fucking run my life exactly as she wants. Im fucking 18, and I suddenly have a bedtime and limited computer usage. shes telling me that Im supposed to get up at 7am with my sister, and then stay up all day. for what? no reason. apparently I just need to have a schedule where I get up super fucking early so I can do nothing. YEAH THAT SEEMS LOGICAL, so you see, I can stay up and get very moody and in a shitty mood, instead of sleep in for a bit! yeah!
and THIS WHOLE FUCKING TIME shes been bitching at me that I don't have a fucking job, yet she wanted me to have a factory job. but with a temp agency, so they can find me a job. but they haven't found anything. so shes fucking mad at ME because THEY haven't called me about any jobs. so I told her if I could just get a job at a store or something, Id have a fucking job by now, and she gets all pissy and goes "fine! you go out tomorrow and get a fucking job, and get some money! and you're gonna have limited computer time, and go to bed at the same time as me until you have a job!"
so in other words, she thinks I'm a lazy fuck who wont go out and get a job unless she threatens me into it.
I WANT a job. but when you're fucking forced to rely on other people to find you a job, you wont GET a fucking job! just because working for a temp agency worked for her, doesn't mean its gonna work for me.
I swear I am so fucking stressed, when I went to get something at the store for my mom, I seriously almost jumped at a moving car.